#grieving her husband

[theicequeen623ggg]

So these first three are just some character drawings. I wanted to try the trend where you do gender swapped then evil. And the last one is so you know what she looks like normally.

The next two are more grief and serious so I’ll just write the caption below each

“I wish you could see how much he’s grown”

“Another birthday without you.”

[nayrring]

Kagaya said if i'm going down, i will be going down looking cunty as shit

[sadcoms]

until i recently read posts on here about how there is an inherent queerness to the doctor and rose's relationship in how it's unspoken and filled with yearning that i'd never really considered that element, despite knowing for ages that RTD is gay but. man. it's just reframed a lot of the series for me, like the idea that you have this lonely man who's just watched his people die and is self-destructive and misanthropic and traumatised and he can love again and he wants to but it has so many risks.

but especially S3 and how it adds even more weight to the doctor's grieving widower status. how he tells martha that he and rose were together but martha refers to rose as a friend to tallulah; the fact that he can only say they were together once she is gone; how the only other person that both can feel how he feels but also understands the depth of his feelings is jack, a queer man himself. and I've been thinking to myself lately oh, it's ok, the doctor and rose probably accidentally got married on at least one planet or something but also the point is that there was no official title that could convey to people the extent that they meant to each other, that the doctor can really only tell donna that rose was his friend even though it is so wholly inadequate and she comes to see that by the end of the episode (and martha too of course). how people who saw the doctor and rose together assumed they were a couple, like on krop tor, but once there's no more physical evidence of the relationship it becomes more vague (and simultaneously clearer).

anyway something about how christopher eccleston said he based his portrayal of nine on RTD and something about RTD saying that his husband is "in every good man i write now" and how the doctor and ruby seeing each other in the club mimics his first meeting with his husband aka the one moment he would use a time machine to go back to hmmm

[rustedleopard]

"Why did Ceroba inject her child with an experimental serum despite Chujin's warnings? Is she a total idiot? That makes no sense, she's a bad parent! This is bad writing!!!"

SHE THOUGHT IT WAS SAFE!!! Chujin blamed the serum failing solely on the fact that the SOUL he used was "impure." Nothing about his technique or anything he did; to him the problem was that the SOUL was "impure." So when Kanako pointed out that Ceroba had improvised a method to extract impurities from the SOUL sample, then it made sense that, since the only issue with the serum was taken care of, it should've been safe to use. That was likely the only deviation that Ceroba did when crafting Chujin's serum, and she probably figured that she'd screwed up removing the impurities instead of questioning anything about her husband's serum; hence why she tries leading a "pure-hearted" Clover to the Royal Laboratory to try making the serum with Kanako all over again. Ceroba's admiration and inability to find fault with Chujin led to her injecting Kanako with the serum, not bad writing or whatever.

[sugarcoated-lame]

this new wave of joel miller brainrot may have just given me a new fic idea 🤭

so it’s joel x pregnant widow!reader in jackson 👀

some ramblings about it below the cut 🤍

reader’s husband dies on patrol, and she finds out a few weeks later that she’s pregnant

joel and ellie move into jackson when reader is 3-4 months pregnant, no one in town really knows about her pregnancy except for tommy and maria, and the town doctor — she wants to keep it to herself for as long as she can

i’m thinking reader is going to be like the town seamstress?? and joel goes to her to patch up his jacket after he rips it one day out on patrol

joel’s seen her around town in the few weeks he’s been in jackson — always looking sad, and always alone.

he’s immediately drawn to her — her kind voice and demeanor that’s oh so sweet on the surface, but he can see the way her smile doesn’t reach her eyes, the sadness in them.

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idk where I’m going with this or when I’m actually gonna write it, but aaaah i just had to scream about it !!!

[need1etail]

Y'all don't really think Ivypool is "too mean". You're just sexist and hate when female characters show emotion.

[dyke-will-graham]

Do you think Molly knew? Because I like to think to some degree Molly was keenly aware, on some intuitive level, that Will was always a distance away from her. It was like the space between them was decidedly person shaped but she couldn’t tell if it was her late husband or someone else that made up the shape of it. And do you think it took her a long time to figure it out when she finally braved the conversation or finally did what everyone told her to do and googled Will and found the name of a man aside his over and over and over again and suddenly it all made sense. A person shaped shadow, a ghost of a person suit, someone Will carries with him in the shape of Hannibal Lecter. And yeah maybe she doesn’t understand, how could she? But she understands mourning and loss and grief and knowing someone in the way others don’t and maybe that’s what Will is grieving. So she doesn’t bring it up, they don’t talk about it and she prays it’s enough to make life sweeter than it would be alone. But it never quite is, it never quite fits right. And it’s no one’s fault but it isn’t ideal. And then one day the phone rings and before she can even get a kiss goodbye Will is in the car driving hundreds of miles to see the warm, living, breathing version of his shadow and she just knows, she knows it’s over.

UHG I could talk about the complexities of each character for HOURS

[shorthaltsjester]

every bells hells interaction with keyleth being a bullying (affectionate) interrogation — usually about things they have already interrogated her about — versus their interactions with vex being like 3 of the hells at any given time Will be distracted by her hotness and the rest will be just going yes ma’am whatever you say . extremely extremely real of them . i have to imagine after every interaction keyleth is like WHY do they keep doing this to me and vex is like idk darling maybe your vibes are just off

but also i just need them to carry some of the our old pcs are bugs were poking under a microscope energy to vex i need to know what her takes on vaxorb and the gods are right now . do i think vex is as likely to be open with bells hells as keyleth is? doubtful. but i still want them to try

[yuripira4e]

thinking about the family dynamic of

Rayla would pick Runaan and Ethari over herself

Runaan would rather die than have to choose between Ethari and Rayla

Ethari would choose Runaan without hesitation

[woodsdyke]

had so much fun with this, i love drawing detailed frilly stuff. ishanka will roll up to the function, hauntingly overdressed, and will not notice or care. that's everyone else's problem. they should dress better

[thedailydescent]

The Great was one of those shows that could have great but in the end resorted to being merely good.

[b-plot-butch]

i mentioned being interested in a calliope and danny!dream fic because the vibe would be SO intriguing and i just had an idea…you know how in the show calliope asks dream if she could visit him in the dreaming so they could finally talk about orpheus and grieve him properly? what if morpheus never reached the point where he could be okay with that? but daniel eventually did? and orpheus was never daniel!dream’s son, in the strictest sense, but he was dream’s son, and daniel is dream, so…

i just think it would be interesting. and heartbreaking, and strange, and hopefully healing for the two of them.

[jabeur]

today i'm really into divorce music (fleetwood mac)

[romanticatheartt]

I know this might not be very popular but I would've loved to see Feyre ruling over the Night Court all by herself after acowar.

It would've been such an interesting concept and gut wrenching at the same time.

bonus: imagine her being also pregnant with their son... I'm making myself cry for no fkn reason help

[forestgreenlesbian]

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[dramarants]

i only want love triangles if it's whatever fucked up polygon junmo kicheol and euijeong have going on